"What is trust to you?"
and to me, it's just something easy to lose in somebody and hard to build.
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Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Even the nights are better...
Every smile has it's own season never once thought

Started this post but all of a sudden didn't feel like blogging. Gosh, my mood swing is killing me so badly :( Anw, I had a fun day yesterday although the after effect kills me ttm -____-

Cheng slept over at my house for 2 nights straight :) Went out with ql and his clique with cheng for bowling. Before that, was waiting for them at marina square cause they were having dinner at Raffles City. So I went for shopping. Bought a shirt, a skirt, and some accessories. Damn happy :D There's still some time left, so went to starbucks to eat Chocolate Fudge Cake and had Caramel Frap. 2 thumbs up ^^

So met up with them, and off we went for bowling :) First round, didn't really get the hang of it. But second round, improved a lot :D After bowling, Ken sent Kim home, while we went to arcade for a while. Then off to Jazz Bar. Had quite a lot till was quite tipsy and whole body was feeling numb...

After that, Weijun drove us to Bedok Simpang for supper, then we went home after that. Reached home at about 3. Was quite drunk at that time already z.z Wanted to sleep, but couldn't cause was having bad headache and fel like I would throw up anytime. Only managed to catch some sleep at 8am. Hurhur.

Cheng stayed over again, hahah :D Woke up at about 1.45pm. watched tv, had lunch, she went home. & I'm here blogging :)

Alrights, gotta go, update soon :D
Tata


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Sunday, May 30, 2010

Hi people! :> It's been almost a month since I last blogged. Heh, was preparing for exams before that. Thus didn't have the time to blog. Was also not in the right mood to blog though. Heheh :D Alright! So I'm back in action yo! ^^

Anw you might be thinking why on earth am I blogging early in the morning... Because my legs are aching from ytd's work :< & I couldn't get back to sleep for now, so decided to update my blog. Since I've promised to update regularly, but things ain't working out... Heheheh :D

So, for the past 2 months, life had been hectic. Been busy studying, studying and more studying... But at least now everything is over. Hmm... Not everything lah. But one major thing off my mind for now. Then the next will be MBS Alumni Band Concert, N level Prelims, then THE MAJOR ONE!!!!! Which is N level!!! :<>

Hmmm... Oh yes!! Meet the parent session last Thursday... It was.... alright I guess.. Sis took mum's place to meet that Bhas. She still say the same thing as last year. But this time, she kept digging out about my last year's performance but not this year. Hah, I bet she have nothing to say about this year cause I didn't even complain to momo about her anything at all!! & the fact that I can't really be bothered about her in class though I was late for 5 times which she claims a lot for a councillor.

& Ohyeah, on a side note, that bitch talked to me and told me this,
"Just because you're a councillor, but that doesn't give you any special privilege to be late"
Like HELLO~ What SPECIAL PRIVILEGE do you think I have when I'm late? That I won't get pink slip? I STILL GET THE SAME PUNISHMENT AS A NORMAL STUDENT BODY OK?~ Not like when I'm late, the other councillors let me off and close one eye. It is STILL in my record BODOH~~ Teachers who doesn't use ur brains to think. Wonder how NIE train you guys to be teachers. Sigh.... *shakes head*

What else?? Hmmm.... Let me think... Ohoh!!! First day of work yesterday!!! :D Heh, almost slipped off my mind. Sad case that they didn't put me under basilico with Lingya and Cheng. They put me under Banquet at Swiss hotel cause I'm not 16 yet. TSK! -__-" So ytd was on-job training. Went to take the typhoid jab in the morning, thus was late for the training... HOHOHO!! But they didn't really care. So who cares? :)

Rushed down to training, then was posted to MICE at Resort World. Didnt know it was $7/- ._." So went there and worked. At first was really nervous, like I dont know what should I do or if the things I do was correct. But as I ask around for help and did, I start to get the hang of it, and ended up enjoying myself!!! :D The people there are super nice too!! Though for some of them it's their first time working there too, but they helped me alot along the way. Super nice people! :>

Got to know quite a number of people like Austin, Marc, Joyce, Sherilyn, Sherilyn's friend... Then 2 China girl, can't rmb their name.. And this Indonesia guy whom I met at TCC. He's also super nice :D Yeap... Stood for quite long hours, ended up getting blisters and aches on my hands and legs... Especially when the first time I hold the tray to serve drinks to people. The whole of my left hand hurts cause I twisted my wrist before, plus I just got my typhoid jab that morning...

Anw, guess I shall stop here then. Apologies for the lack of photos as we were not allowed to take photos or to rest. Thanks for taking out your time to read this wordy post. Hahah much appreciated :) But I dont think anyone will read it. So yeah. Hi blogger! I'm talking to you and only you from today onwards!!

Alrights, gotta go back to sleep~
Tata


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Saturday, May 1, 2010

When I know I'd tried my best....
Make me believe in love again

Hey folks! It's been a long time since I've last blog. Probably about 2 weeks? Have been busy studying for the upcoming exam. Even the times I'm using computer, didn't really have the time or not in the right mood to blog. HURHUR!!! But as I've promised, I'll try to keep my blog updated regularly.

Life have been going pretty well recently, I would say. 以前那重重的包袱,终于放下了。After talking to mummy the last time she came back, I've come to realised that there are really many things that is beyond my control even if I want to do or to help. All along I thought those were my burden, actually isn't mine. It's not up to me, an average 16 yr-old teenager, to decide.

I used to take everyone's problem as mine, wanting to always be there for them to help them solve, and always to be the person to cheer them up when they're down. But when I can't even handle my own problems and just to fake up a smile, much more handling people's problem. I've take things too hard on myself. & Now, I've learnt to let things go and accept whatever that happens :)

You know, it's really good to take some time off from your hectic schedule, to just sit down and relax in front of your desktop, listening to some soothing songs, blogging about your feelings, and just thinking of how much you've grown in life. You would be amazed about the changes you've made through the past months, or maybe years.

Alright, enough of these wordy post. Will try to post some pictures in the next post :) Have been capturing every moments in life this few months.

Enjoy your day people! :)





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