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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Flashbacks of the past, There's nth I can do to change.. I know I know, it's late and I should be asleep by now. But seriously, I think my life is damn screwed up now. Gah, I'm just not disciplined enough. I'll try to change, hopefully, hmmm =/ Anyway, was just looking at my previous blogs post. Felt a nostalgia for the past. As I read some of the post, I realised that there are a lot of sad posts. About quarrel with friends, being back stabbed, friends distancing from each other, family problems, and all sorts of things. 4 years have passed in a blink of an eye. From the childish 13 yr old girl who used to type like this "Whad thhe hell? Why is it always mee?? I hatee euU!" to a 16 yr old who's time in due of taking N level. GONE WERE THE DAYS MAN! Ok lah, I still do type short forms and some words that are not in the dictionary. Then, as I continued reading from the super old post to the newer post, say .... 2 years ago? I realised I'd lost many friends of whom are real close to me. Like justin, we used to talk on the phone every night(yes, it's REALLY EVERY night). We talked like there's never ending topic to talk about(though I can't really rmb what we talked abt :P). Soon later, we fell for each other, but I was attached that time. After I was single, we didn't talk much(idk why ._.) I think he fell for a girl or smth, so I told him that I really missed him a lot and missed the times where we would just chat like there's no tmr. And how I was the one the he'd turned to when he's down and vice versa. So, we got tgt, but things didn't work out well between us, and we broke up. From then on, our lifes were changed and we no longer are the same as before. All that I just said happened from July'07(when we first met) till Nov'08(when we broke up). Was just thinking, if we were never together, we would probably still be best friends till now. But oh well... He'd moved on in life with his girlfriend and so am I. Anw, found this from one of my old blog post.
To Goondu : Sweet much? Ohwell, that's all in the past. Alright, shan't say further or I'd be weeping like a crybaby T.T I'm just kidding! :D Just don't want to have sad post. I wanna have more happy post! :D I'm born to be happy and a bubbly person! Nothing can take me down right? :) Alrights, shall get going, it's getting late.Hopefully my next post will be a happy one :) Tata! |
